Hit The Deck.....

Typically Cooper goes down pretty easily for his naps and bedtime. He might let out a cry or two, but he usually has no issues rolling around in his crib and putting himself to sleep. Well, today was the exception. After 20 minutes of relentless crying, the monitor on my end FINALLY went silent. After about 10 minutes of silence I figured he was asleep, so I quietly snuck into his room to cover him since he was only in a onesie. No sooner than I lifted the blanket, he sat straight up and let out a scream........

That's when I HIT THE DECK........  After about 30 seconds of crying, I realized I was a 29 year old mother of two, huddled in the corner of the dark room, trying not to let my 9 month old son see me. There I sat on my knees, tucked into a ball, between the crib and the wall, just praying that Cooper would not see me and fall back asleep. WHAT THE HECK WAS I DOING?

BUT.......  If you are a Mom reading this, there is no doubt in my mind that you know exactly why I did what I did. If I had let Cooper seen me, it would have been alllllll over. I give P90X credit for my stealth reflex skills :-)